Friday, May 04, 2007 stupid blogger hangs. i decreased the font so nobody can read from far. maybe smaller would be good. okay. good this is a safe size. history, okay. english, sucked. i feel so pessimistic now. why am i so untalented in life? i didn't study at all today. went for stupid paatu class which i hate ohsomuch. played basketball with my cousins who wouldn't be playing with me even if my sister was there. then came home where my cousins and my mother and sis played caramboard and i sat at the side cause i was too bad at it. why am i so untalented? i was supposed to play, but my mother came in. and wanted to play. then she was going to play instead of my other cousin. then the exact words of my cousin was ' eh let him play. he plays very well.' in the end i was kicked out. i ask again, why am i so untalented? my sister is like so successful in life. should i post this?