Saturday, January 20, 2007
today was a shitty day [the first part]. house prac started off as usual. and then i got booked, for folding my culottes. like who knew that was an offence. but that just worsened my mood. what really depressed me was that i feel useless as a mass dance captain. i do nothing. ada does everything. i am an utterly shittily stupid mass dance captain who just does the stupid steps which anyone can do. and i feel so alone during house prac. anu was there for the first two, so it was okay. and life just feels weird there. i just feel so idiotic. i hope this feeling improves. really. i'm dancing for ihg. somehow i don't feel good at all. darn. i hate myself at times like these. i just feel sulky and stuff.

after that ind. it was fun as usual. helped to cheer me up (: but i still felt sad after it ended. ): ):

dance class! a good thing she din't do theory much, i'd have died. but i met CHANDNI! for like afterr A YEAR. AND SHE MAY BE COMING TOMORROW! :D to see the baby (: i love her! ahah. she told me about her school in india and stuff. yayness.

AND! OMGAWD am i in trouble, i had borrowed the cd player from the library for ind, and i had to return it on my OWN. and i forgot to collect it UNTIL TODAY. which means 4 dollars fine and a booking? I'LL KILL MADHU IF THAT HAPPENS. WHILE SHE WAS HAPPILY CHATTING AWAY IN THE CANTEEN I HAD TO GO AND GET IT. i hate my life.


I ATE A CHIP AT at 3:17 AM